Back to Where I Started
This is bad news. Very bad. I used to think that I had gotten over my depression. A lot of people helped me go through with it before, and now, I’m back to where I started – depressed, anxious, lonely, unwanted.
For what it’s worth, it’s been months since I felt joyous and free. I lost my job, but I didn’t complain. In fact, I felt like a huge burden had been lifted off my shoulders. Well, when God closes a door, He opens a window. A couple of weeks after I lost my job, I got another one – a home-based job. This is quite better than before since I control my own time, and still write on the side.
But now, I’m depressed again. I keep on bugging my bestfriend about it, but he doesn’t reply to my text messages! I feel more anxious, and I keep on texting him at least ten times a day, but he doesn’t reply! He’s probably tired of me now.
What a waste. I’m such a waste.
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March 11, 2007 at 6:48 am
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